sensitive,go go go

我讨厌你。。
因为你。。
我觉得自己好丑陋。。
因为你。。
我花了不少钱请你吃大餐。。
快走开啦。。
我不欢迎你！
可恶。。

看到我脸上的红红一堆的吗？
脸上突然敏感了。。
前阵子有严重的现象
这让我花了不少钱去拯救它。。
现在还是处于恢复中。。
快点祝福及帮我祈祷啦！
我人已经很丑了。。还要这样对待我吗？！
伤心—ING

@#%￥……&*

两条腿好像已经不属于自己的了。。真是@#￥%……&

由于昨夜的睡不着，导致我今天感觉到少许的“不愿意”上学！不过还是爬着去了。。

好不容易的才爬上那座小山坡（PR BLOCK 在那里），只见好多人围绕在布告板那里，check time table 啊！随便的就挤进去。。原来9点就有课了！哇塞，在哪里啊？！看见好一些人都往宿舍那里走去，跟大队应该没错啦！（好，就走下坡去了）

懵懵懂懂的走进去，只见一个不像讲师的讲师在前面训话。。omg，还来个下马威呢！怕怕。。。哈哈！假假的。。说以后上课大概是50分钟，结果又说也许45分钟而已。。原因是让我们有足够的时间往下一堂课去。。。。。。无言！

到处打听，才遇上与我同班的同学，真是谢天谢地啊！好啦，一起去弄id card！小小声的告诉你们，我的offer letter 弄不见了！做贼心虚的往那里跑，结果他们要我去盖章，证明那张复印的信！（从我的BLOCK去到弄id的BLOCK需要10分钟，下山。从id BLOCK那里要回我们PR那里，同样需要10 分钟，上山）。。。你们说，现在的我累到什么样子了！我来回两次也！而且今天刚好穿长袖，长裤。。我快爆炸了！

整个过程大概花了3多小时吧！！我为了我们PR block 的地点做了个结论，就是：PR是需要与外界交流了，所以外形很重要一下，瘦者为佳！so,要我们天天上下山当运动！（这是富有perli的成分ok!!)

了解我的人都知道，我可以尽量不走路，就不走路的！如今，我真的是双倍的补回咯！不爽，超级不爽的！为了慰劳自己，我已经冲了一大瓶ribena..好好的享受。。。哈哈

躲起来

最近应该很常看到我在线上吧！因为除了上网，我真的没什么事情可以忙了！天天都躲在房间里，抱着没事也不踏出房门的念头！哈哈。。原因很简单，因为我觉得在这间屋子里，除了房间是属于我的之外，其余的都很陌生！尤其是下楼去，真的是更更更不愿意了！

HSEMATE一家人已经住在这里快一个星期了！而我天天定时都会闻到烧饭的香味！真的是超家里的感觉！那天还闻到药材汤的味道。。我的天啊！饿死我了。。。可怜的我，只好在房间里吃粥，不然就索性冲杯豆奶喝就算了。。

最经几乎天天都下雨。。很大很大的。。。真的有点担心放学回家时也这样！那我一定变落汤鸡了。。明天就开始上课了。。期待，紧张，逃避！哇。。复杂啊！为了让自己好过一些，觉得没那么罪恶感一些，我已经开始读socialogy了，还有上网找pr case studies..不晓得是否会那么快派得上用场。。不过就当作充实自己咯。。

看着板上陈安之激励名言十一句，告诉自己绝不与失败妥协。。。。加油。我一定要，马上行动，决不放弃！

A BOY

A man came home from work late, tired and irritated, to find his
5-year old son waiting for him at the door.

SON: 'Daddy, may I ask you a question?'

DAD: 'Yeah sure, what is it?' replied the man.

SON: 'Daddy, how much do you make an hour?'

DAD: 'That's none of your business. Why do you ask such a thing?'
the man said angrily.

SON: 'I just want to know. Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?'

DAD: 'If you must know, I make $100 an hour.'

SON: 'Oh,' the little boy replied, with his head down.

SON: 'Daddy, may I please borrow $50?'


The father was furious, 'If the only reason you asked that is so you
can borrow some money to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then
you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. Think about
why you are being so selfish. I work hard everyday for such this
childish behavior.'

The little boy quietly went to his room and shut the door.

The man sat down and started to get even angrier about the little
boy's questions. How dare he ask such questions only to get some
money?


After about an hour or so, the man had calmed down, and started to
think: Maybe there was something he really needed to buy with that $50 and he really didn't ask for money very often. The man went to the
door of the little boy's room and opened the door.

'Are you asleep, son?' He asked.

'No daddy, I'm awake,' replied the boy.

'I've been thinking, maybe I was too hard on you earlier' said the man.

'It's been a long day and I took out my aggravation on you. Here's the $50 you asked for.'

The little boy sat straight up, smiling. 'Oh, thank you daddy!' He yelled.

Then, reaching under his pillow he pulled out some crumpled up bills.
The man saw that the boy already had money, started to get angry
again. The little boy slowly counted out his money, and then looked up at his father.

'Why do you want more money if you already have some?' the father grumbled.

'Because I didn't have enough, but now I do,' the little boy replied.

'Daddy, I have $100 now. Can I buy an hour of your time?

Please come home early tomorrow. I would like to have dinner with you.'

The father was crushed. He put his arms around his little son, and he
begged for his forgiveness.

It's just a short reminder to all of you working so hard in life. We
should not let time slip through our fingers without having spent some
time with those who really matter to us, those close to our hearts.

Do remember to share that $100 worth of your time with someone you love.


If we die tomorrow, the company that we are working for could easily replace us in a matter of days. But the family & friends we leave
behind will feel the loss for the rest of their lives. And come to
think of it, we pour ourselves more into work than to our family

@@当我开了这篇文章，我还以为是个笑话，怎知道，这让我有点小感动！如果角色给调转，是位母亲向儿子要钱，然后要换取儿子的时间来陪伴自己，感触是否会更多一些呢？！谢谢朋友的分享。。

sexy?!

SEXY？！这是朋友给的赞美！
别怀疑，这真的是心
这是心参与某活动时的LOOK！
笑得很勉强对吗？！
因为
紧张！
哈哈。

严重地发现自己真的胖了很多很多
这次，
要积极减肥咯！

无奈，陌生

无奈，陌生
这是我最近熟悉的词语。。
是我太怕生了？
还是我并没有试着去接纳？！
压力，无形中的压力让我觉得透不过气来。。
仿佛在海洋中漂浮，
不晓得何时上岸，
不晓得何时沉没！

游玩

到了KL快两个星期了，其实我也到了不少地方！不过不是很常拍照，所以就只能POST一些上来咯！

Selamat Datang Ke Desa Water Park

其实我们是PLAN要去SUNWAY LAGOON 的，不过到了那里，才发现CLOSE，所以只好去这个小型的ＷＡＴＥＲ　ＰＡＲＫ玩咯！

那天看到报章上报导ＡＱＵＡ　ＩＬＬＵＴＩＯＮ，在ＰＵＴＲＡＪＡＹＡ那里！所以就与一班朋友到那里咯！还蛮不错的，海龟的ＩＭＡＧＥ最棒！值得一游的啦！

广场里又开始自拍了！哈哈

从新出发

我已经很久没POST了，今天终于把一切“搞定”。。。。要上来写一写咯！
来，先介绍我的房间。。。

我的床

我的书桌及电脑

衣厨

晒衣架

粮食之库

这个嘛，放了我的SKIN CARE,饰品，药物咯！

其实房间真的小得可怜，幸好可以把好一些东西往床底收，不然，我真的不知该怎么安顿它们好了.

没有网路的日子

7.5.08

今天已经是我来到KL的第六天了！如果问我习惯吗？我只好说，一切还好！这几天不停地买些东西，包括家具及所有地日常用品！我啊，还买了些干粮，至少懒惰出门的我，不会饿死！哈哈。。还没得上网，真的是很闷啊！看戏，听歌，看书，是我唯一可以消磨时间的活动！都说我懒惰嘛，怎么可能出门了！连踏出房门都不肯呢！原因是很多蚊子，会把我当成它们的丰盛食物啊！U MOBILE 啊，我还要等多久啊？！本小姐可是没什么耐性的啊！刚刚发觉饿到稍微胃痛了，赶紧吃了片饼干。。。没有“煮家饭”（广东话）吃的日子，真的很难熬啊！我想念黑豆汤，炸小虾，MOI菜。。。。。。别想了，不安会更饿呢！唉。。。。

已经是晚上10点多了，好不容易才熬过了一天！幸好，床边有欧杨林医生与戴晨志博士的书籍，不然我应该更无聊，更闷吧！还有，不忘开着MICROSOFT WORD，好让我写些无聊的。。。。。接着的日子都是这样的吗？！如果是，那我该怎么适应啊？！我是可以适应的对吧？！终于尝试到拥有自己的房间的滋味了，半夜三更与朋友出去MAMAK也不必交代了。。不过，怎么我都不觉得被“释放”的感觉呢？我每天不忘了倒数重返校园的日子。。。还有，翻阅在F6时拍下的照片，家人，朋友！我，还在寻找“归宿感”！

@@这是我家还没有网路的时候写的！其实还有几篇，只是忘记SAVE，所以。。。。。

ON D WAY

闲着没事做，就自拍啦！真的是很无聊一下嘛！